Fighting The Fire Inside
damn i’ve never been so intense and infuriated in my life while all of a sudden I feel like I could put my fist through glass and enjoy watching the blood come.?? I have no feelings rightnow and could hurt myself and not even give a damn. My mood swings are becoming out of control and to make everything worse I hold it all in like everything is ok buts its not…. But thats me I’ve turned my stress into anger and usually it just takes some time for me to be ok again. I feel so locked inside my emotions its running me down into solid cement. Its Night [4] without any sleep, I can lay down but I can’t fall asleep its making me very restless. What is all this??!…yeah just keep telling me it will be ok what happens when ok isn’t good enough anymore??…
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