Fighting The Fire Inside

damn i’ve never been so intense and infuriated in my life while all of a sudden I feel like I could put my fist through glass and enjoy watching the blood come.?? I have no feelings rightnow and could hurt myself and not even give a damn.  My mood swings are becoming out of control and to make everything worse I hold it all in like everything is ok buts its not…. But thats me I’ve turned my stress into anger and usually it just takes some time for me to be ok again. I feel so locked inside my emotions its running me down into solid cement. Its Night [4] without any sleep, I can lay down but I can’t fall asleep its making me very restless. What is all this??!…yeah just keep telling me it will be ok what happens when ok isn’t good enough anymore??…

Marshall Bruce Mathers III [EMINEM]

He was born on October 17, 1972 in Kansas City. but to him Detroit was his real home.  He was a real fan of rap music and even know he dropped out of highschool when he turned 14 he began performing his music.  His first album he released was called infinite and after that The Slim Shady EP. This got him noticed in the hip-hop underground and this is where it all began. Eminem knew how to freestyle and started gettin  noticed by many people. Soon enough he met Dr Dre and signed on with After Math Label this made him big. After his first hit song “my name is” he won 2 Grammy Awards for Best Best Rap Solo Performance. Eminem also made the movie “8 mile”  and if you haven’t seen it yet hurry up and get to!! because thats where it all began in his life. He has come a very long way I believe and the part that made me stay with him and his music through the years is he came from nothing and became something because he didn’t give up.  Eminem you are my favorite rap artist. I have listened to your music everyday sence I was like 12.  Your music is fun and crazy and I think you sung stuff that just comes right off your mind and about your life and I love IT.  (Don’t ever stop singin!!) EMINEM I LOVE U CUHZ…lol your the best!!!!-          ”Every moment is just another chance” -Rabbit-

(side thoughts)- Eminem’s song “Lose Yourself” always makes me feel better when im depressed and need some inspiration, makes me feel alot stronger.-                                                                      

                                     

                                    [from 1 of Eminem's most loyalist [(true 2 the end]) fans.]

Adrianne and I

You may know Adrianne, from her blog, Life with Adrianne. Anyway, her and I are hangin right now. Just hangin! lol! We be listening to music. And actually she’s the one writing this right now! lol! Anyway, this is my first “actual” blog. so, uh, I’ll tell you what happened yesterday! I was goofing off on Adrianne’s skateboard and going down some random person’s driveway, and the skateboard frickin slid out from under me, and I fell! lol!